Tuesday, 29 November 2011

ah wtf, i give up lol

heya guys

i know, its been ages since ya last heard from me, i just couldn't be arsed to post anythin, plus i've been kinda busy being incredibly confused & things going a bit haywire lol yet again

first of all, following my last, very short, blog if you'll recall last ya heard of me i'd just been dumped by pip, the day after i got back together with colin but realised it was a bad idea, far too soon, i got really depressed about it all & broke down crying & had to call someone to talk me out of ODing :/ i wasn't in a good place but hey, at least im still here.

i've had my hair cut since i last blogged to ya, short ^^ its quite nice acshuly, here, see for yaself



anywhoos, in other news, mindy had more kittens, 5 of the little fluffballs about 4 weeks ago now & almost as awesome, the night she had them i had come home from firestaff club (which i started the night after pip left me) having learned, wait for it...fire EATING! ^^ its so cool, theres all sorts of stuff i can learn by going to this club, its awesome.

now, on a change of subject, things are a bit skew-wiff just now, having decided it was a mistake to get back with colin so soon after pip leaving me i had remained single until jus under 3 weeks ago wen colin called me in the middle of the night & convinced me to give us another chance, so we did, however i realised that although he means a lot to me as a friend & i love him like he was my brother, thats all it is & it just wasnt right me being with him & letting him think otherwise.

things are ok between me & pip just now aswell, i doubt very much we'll get back together as he doesn't get back with his ex's usually but still, things are good, i can hang out with him, have a laugh, flirt, cuddle up to him & stuff like that without it being awkward & he makes me smile, which is good, im hoping to see him this weekend as its his birthday on sunday & i have to give him his present & card.

well i reckon thats enough of my drivel for ya to cope with for now
ciao peeps x

Thursday, 20 October 2011

easy come easy go

hey

i know its not been too long since my last blog but this'll be very quick

basically, things have changed quite a bit in the last few days, firstly, Pip broke up with me on the grounds of & i quote "having hurt every person he's been with he dusnt want to end up hurting me" :'(

just thought id let ya'll know

ciao xxx

Sunday, 16 October 2011

a lot can happen in a short time

heya guys

i know, its been quite a while & last time i blogged to ya things hadnt gone so well recently, if you remember i'd just been dumped & wasn't too happy about being single again but that's all changed & the change has occured in the form of my new boyfriend, Pip :) he's really nice & sweet & caring & cute (even though he denies it continuously lol) & since i've been with him it's really helped my self-esteem too, im still not too fond of myself but i dont hate myself as much as i used too & even more amazing, the previously mentioned guy in so many of my blogs whom i never thought id get over...i have now gotten over him o.o i dont quite believe it myself but yeah, it seems so, amazing or what.

things are going pretty good just now, college is great, Pips AMAZING, friends are good :) things at home are a bit more strained than normal (not explaining why, it'll take too long) & my parents have decided i shud see the student councillor at college (its not too bad, shes nice & looks at the situations from my point of view aswell as my parents' & is the only adult that sees my relationship with Pip as a good thing)

well, thats pretty much all there is to say just now, catch up with y'all later then peeps
ciao xxx <3

Sunday, 11 September 2011

various jibberings of depression & oddness

heya guys

apologies for not blogging for a while again but as before i didnt feel like blogging til now when i figured i ought to after so long. what have i been up to since my last blog to you? well listen & i shall tell you.

first i shall start by telling you of my GCSE grades & how i aquired the equivalent of 10 GCSEs of C or above grades which has allowed me to take a place at shiney row college to do BED Drama & As Music, of which i start properly tomorrow.

i've recently joined the oxclose music project too which is great :) the girls im in a band with there are really nice & we've been working on songs we've written ourselves.

the next 2 things i will tell you both happened last thursday, ones pretty good & the other is the reason for my slowly recovering depression. 1, i got my ears pierced which is pretty cool & 2, my amazingly wonderful sweet soldier & lovely boyfriend, colin, dumped me :/ so yes, i am now single again & completely 100% hating every second of it, but ah well, such is life, or such is it for me at least lol

thats all i shall say to you for now, talk later guys
ciao xxx

Monday, 22 August 2011

when a good man goes to war

Demons run when a good man goes to war
Night will fall and drown in sun
When a good man goes to war
Friendship dies and true love lies
Night will fall and the dark will rise
When a good man goes to war
Demons run but count the cost
The battles won but the child is lost



love this poem, totally awesome, just saw it on Dr Who again, can't wait till it starts up again this weekend, just felt like posting it, also AWESOME pic ^^ lol that is all
ciao xxx <3

Sunday, 21 August 2011

Camp, Edinburgh, Sleepovers & general stuff!

heya guys

long time no see. sorry, i should have blogged to you sooner having been home from camp for quite a while now but i was...oh who am i kiddin, im not gonna give you some long-winded reason, i simply didn't blog cos i didn't want to yet, ok ;P

ok, well first things first, camp was AWESOME! i know i was really worried & nervous about it b4 i left but i needn't have been, aparently i did fine as an assistant leader, i even got to work with the worship band a couple of times which was great :) the 2 leaders that were looking after us assistant leaders & leading our quiet times spent the last few days catching us one by one for a kindof de-briefing to ask us what we had enjoyed about being an assistant leader, what was good about it, what could be improved for next year & what had impressed them about us over the course of camp. i was quite happy to learn that what had impressed them about me was the way that, the day we went to flamingoland, i wandered round in the company of one of the younger pathfinders, who had originally made plans to go round with the girls in her tent but changed her mind when they decided to double up with another tent that included one of her sisters. they were impressed that, rather than trying to palm her off to some other leader or another group of pathfinders, id stayed with her the whole day. it was great though, i thoroughly enjoyed the time we spent together cos she's such a lovely kid, we had a great day & i told her a lot about the first year id gone there myself, it was brilliant :)

another great thing about camp was that the team i was in, the musicals team, won the competition games, thats the 2nd time out of the 3 years i've gone that my teams won ^^ im very proud of them, heres a photo of us all together the night of the sandiley 2011 oscars premier



now, moving on, we've now only got 2 of the kittens left, having found homes for three of them. both black ones are still here chasing each other round, dads adament that we're finding homes for both of them but if my subtle persuasion skills continue to work on mum i should find myself owning a cute little black cat all for my very own lol :) here's some pics of the little bundles of fur ^^









last monday was spent in Edinburgh with my grandad at the Edinburgh Festival for the sole reason of buying the new book of the Skulduggery Pleasant series, Death Bringer, & meet the author, the Golden God himself, Derek Landy. i stood in a queue for 3 HOURS (!!!) waiting to get mine & jess' (cos she couldnt come with us) books signed by the man himself. it was tiring, it was hot & yes, my back ached considerably from standing so long while holding all those books (Death Bringer is the 6th in the series, i had 2 copies plus the other 5 books from the series, which makes a total of 7 books) but oh my dear blog-readers, it was most definitely worth it for that shining moment when i fianlly reached the front of the queue, had a friendly chat with the Golden God & got mine & jess' books signed. it was GREAT! & there's a couple of photos of the man himself! (above)

thursday night i had a sleepover with 2 of my best friends ever, jess & amelia. it was great. we had pasta for tea, doritos & dip to eat while watching various episodes of Supernatural (brought by amelia) & i made, wait for it...BAKED ALASKA! yes, i can acshuly make the revered & wondrous dish, quite well too, im so proud lol :P we were still awake at about 2 watching supernatural when we decided we ought to switch off & get some sleep lol, all in all, a great night with the girls :)

now, 2 last things before i dissapear for a while again. one, friday was rather special, friday was, wait for it...the one month anniversary for me & wonderful boyfriend :) love you my sweet soldier xx & two, i get my GCSE results on thursday, God help me! lol i really hope i get good grades or im screwed, ah well, wish me luck guys, yeah?

shall now say cheerio & let you get on with your lives as normal :)
ciao for now dudes xxx <3

Tuesday, 26 July 2011

Camp & something new

heya guys

how y'all doing? good? glad to hear it. im ok thanks...well, a little nervous now that camps so close (leaving 2moro! O.o ) im absolutely terrified im gonna mess up sumhow but apart from tht im ok. acshuly, interesting news, i have a new boyfriend, my friend that i mentioned in my previous blogs. he's lovely, really sweet & kind :) im really quite glad we met, he's so nice :)

anywhoo, back to camp, as well as being nervous & scared of messing up im quite excited about camp, it'll be great, i cant believe its been a year since the last one tho, amazing really how fast time flies past. im really looking forward to 2moro now tho, nervous & terrified but excited all the same.

well thats all i've got to say really for now. i'll probably have lots more to say plus some pics for you when i get back from camp

ciao for now xxx <3

Sunday, 10 July 2011

more kitten pics :P

heya guys

thought you might like to see some more pics of the kittens, they are ADORABLE!!!!! ^^ here you go...








Monday, 4 July 2011

better late than never...

heya guys

omg, yes, i know its a miracle, another new blog already. i just thought i'd been keeping you waiting long enough & thought id giv ya sum pics from my prom (this idea was prompted by my new friend mentioned in LAST mondays blog ;D )
so here ya go...





thts all for now
ciao guys xxx <3

Wednesday, 29 June 2011

kittens & the beach

heya guys

yeah, i know its a miracle, im posting a new blog 2 days after the last one, there is a reason tho...

...so here they are, as promised, pictures of the new lil' members of my family (i.e, the kittens lol)







also, i had an amazing time at the beach today with my awesome mate jess
here are a few cool snaps we got there :)





yes, indeed, i hugged a hotdog...jealous? ;D LOL

anywhoo, thats all for now folks, hope u had a good day too :)
ciao xxx <3

Monday, 27 June 2011

emotional rollercoaster & something AWESOME!

heya guys

well, a lots been happening since my last blog...the one where i acshuly spoke, not the depressing one with the youtube link in it & nothin else lol

yes, i was really depressed when i put up tht blog but things have changed now, i've had a bit of a rollercoaster sort of deal lately but seem to be settled in a quite happy stage now...though its way too damn hot just now, i find myself close to melting half the time, thank God im hopefully goin to the beach with jess on wednesday, a glorious day of sun, sand & a wonderfully cooling sea to swim in. cant wait, i really hope the weather stays nice.

i went to rainbow day last saturday (activity day for rainbows: girl guiding UK)which was amazing. i dint have much to do at first but after a while the girls really started to look to me for help, i even managed to cheer up one girl who was really upset. maybe i wont be such a terrible leader/assistant leader with stuff after all.

camp is looming closer, we've been tossing ideas around for decorating the holy space & i've done my first response training so i can help with first aid on site, i cant wait to get there, im gettin a camp hoodie too, its gonna be purple like my leavers hoodie (cos i'v officially left school now like 2 weeks back) but its gonna have sandiley camp on the front & sexy llama on the back :P

i had a sleepover with my rangers unit which was cool, we had tea, played jenga then watched V for Vendetta & Michael Mcintyres comedy roadshow before going to bed then went home the next morning, it was good fun & i love the group of girls there, they seem to like me too which is good :)

our cat mindy had her kittens on saturday night, 5 of them & i saw 2 being born, it was amazing. theres 2 pure blacks, 2 tabbys & 1 black & white, they'r so damn CUTE & tiny, its just...awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! ^^ i'll post pictures wen they get a bit older & i can get some good ones of them :)

also, just quickly, i have met a really cute, really sweet guy, he's incredibly nice to me & seems to like me (tho God only knows why he would want to). he lives quite far away though & it probably wont surprise any of u to hear this but im still in love with my ex. what can i say, he's an amazingly special guy...tho this new guys really amazing too, just in a different way (notice i did NOT say better). nothing could change how i feel for my ex tho...well, not in the forseeable future anyways who knows what fate holds in store for us though y'know

anyway, i'v rambled on enuf so yeah, hav fun & catch y'all later dudes & dudettes
ciao :) xxxx <3

Tuesday, 14 June 2011

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PyUJvmmek9g

i love you

:`( xxx

Wednesday, 8 June 2011

cos aparently a new blog is overdue ;D

heya guys

hows you doing? things are ok just now acshuly. first things first, our cat mindy is pregnant again so hopefully i'll get to keep one of the kittens :D

my timetable has been cut down again, i only have a maths exam on friday left to do so after that im completely finished school OMG! lol

spent most the day tidying the living room, ironing & generally helping around the house (i say helping, i was in on my own so really i wasn't so much 'helping' as 'doing it myself' but you get what i mean xD)

im going to see pirates of the carribean 4 with my rangers unit tomorrow night which will be fun (already saw it in 3D with jess, its AWESOME & well worth seeing again lol) i do so love my rangers unit ^^

not really much else to say, you'd think more would have happened but nope LOL
hopefully i'll have more to talk about next time haha
ciao for now peeps xxx

Sunday, 22 May 2011

new timetable & PROM?!

heya guys

yeah, i know, i posted last week, OMG, is she finally getting into a routine? are we finally getting regular updates of her amazing life? the answer to this is...NOPE lol besides, my life is hardly amazing though im quite enjoying it right now. first things first, i DID make it up with my amazing friends & the damage done last friday seems to have been, well rather than sounding cocky & saying completely fixed i'll opt for, patched up for now lol which is good cos as you all know it upset me a lot & had me rather worried about going to prom (i'll get to that in a minute).

secondly, i have a rather cool new school timetable since the record of achievement assembly last tuesday, here is my week summed up for you all:
Monday: Science, Maths, free, free, free
Tuesday: Science, Maths, English, Free
Wednesday: Free, Free, Free, Enlglish, Maths
Thursday: (singin lesson) English, Science, Free, Free, Maths
Friday: Free, Free, Free, English, Science
(please note most of these free periods i now have will be spent at HOME! ;D & the singing lesson only happens if i remember to get in school for 8:30 lol )
is that not a wonderous looking timetable, i only have 12 set hours each week now (with assorted exams dotted here & there of course)

now, finally, the prom, as cynical & ominous as i was about it, i have to admit it was rather good & i did have a pretty good night with my friends, the only bad parts were that i didn't get any photos with Amelia & jess & some total prat decided to tell my friend Georgia she looked like a tramp which she definitely did not because they all looked bloody amazing & if i find out who it was i'll damn well kill him, stupid git -.- but overall, it was a rather good night & for all my complaining & uncertainty i am pretty glad i went. & i shall say it again just because i want to, my friends all looked AMAZING! nice one girls, love you all ;D

now, ima go off & let y'all get on with your own lives now lol
ciao peeps xxx <3

Saturday, 14 May 2011

oh the joys....NOT

hey guys

worst day ever yesterday, how befitting it was dated Friday 13th yeah? :/ it appears i have alienated almost all of my closest friends. it was all my fault of course, i had a massive row with two of my best friends ever in school which has caused them to be mad at me & the other girl feels she's the cause of the argument & so is probably going to be ignoring me now to let me stay friends & hang out with the girls that are mad at me, which is totally pointless really, though they'r all better off without me tbh.

to make matters worse though its prom next friday, one of the girls that is mad at me was supposed to be coming over to sort my hair & makeup out for me before we went up to the other girls house to get in the car to get there...well, i'm guessing she won't be coming over anymore & it looks like im gonna have to find another way of getting there to avoid awkwardness, i'd rather not inflict myself on them. i'll have to do this on the sly though so my parents don't know...that is if i can acshuly go to prom cos im not sure i got the consent form in in time so i might not get my invite.

the rest of my day i'd rather not discuss if i'm honest, its too depressing for me & i'm already contemplating different methods of suicide just now at the thought of having to possibly go to prom alone, with no date & no friends, looking like a sad pathetic little loser of a loner, too shit-ugly & rubbish to get a date for prom & such a bitch all her friends have ditched her. do i not sound wonderful people...NOT!

if you can't tell i really hate my life right now...in fact i really hate myself right now too cos all i seem to do lately is just f*** my life up more & more.

well thats enough sad babbling from me, see, i'm inflicting myself upon you all now, sorry :( ciao, maybe even forever, i dunno

Thursday, 28 April 2011

Camping is AWESOME!!

heya guys

how y'all doing? i'm just AMAZING right now, really, that's not sarcasm or flippancy (for once xD)i seriously am very happy right now ^^ why i hear you ask? because i've just gotten back from a f***in AWESOME camping trip with my mate jess &!!!!!! my hoodie now smells all firey & wood-smokey hehe :P I LOVE IT!!! camping is truly amazing & if it wasn't for the damn freezing nights i'd probably LIVE in a tent. i love being outdoors, hate being cooped up in the house for ages (which is where i've spent most of the holidays before the camping trip) jess likened me to a bird in that way, interesting lol

oh, also, my bed kinda died a few weeks ago, well, the sofa-bed part that i sleep on anyway, so it's been converted into a futon style which is canny awesome & very comfortable, the mattresses have no springs, they'r just pure material so it kinda molds to my shape when i'm sleeping so it's far nicer & as theres no metal underneath anymore it doesn't creek whenever i move which is highly convenient cos i can move about & stay up later without my parents hearing my bed creak every 5 seconds LOL

anywhoo, that's enough random babbling from me for now xD
catch y'all later then
ciao xxx <3

Saturday, 9 April 2011

NEW HAIR!

oh my wonderful blog readers, i blog to you 2day to share the brilliance of my new hair style, is it not lovely! :P



& i do so love the nice purple tinge the world has through the vision of my right eye now LOL

ciao for now peeps xxx <3

Monday, 4 April 2011

Leaders Weekend & stuff

hey guys

sorry, i realise my last post was i bit depressing like, if im honest things didn't seem to be improving so much as getting worse by the end of last week but luckily i had a totally amazing weekend away in a wonderful place called sutton coldfield, near birmingham :) it was so amazing.

basically, the point of this weekend was to get to know who was going to be leaders & assistant leaders at the fabulous Sandiley camp, figure out roles for these people during the course of camp, decide on the themes, teams, plots, games etc. the weekend officially started on the friday night but due to other commitments i had to go on the saturday morning instead, i had a brilliant time like, even if i did cry on saturday night, it was just like being at camp in one of the evening meetings y'know (except without being in a tent in the middle of a field of cors lol)

so, we figured out the themes & everything & then some of us stayed up & watched'the boat that rocked' which was awesome. we went to the church service on the sunday morning of cors & it was so good :) i have a bit of stuff to organise like cos i have a possible grand total of 4 roles on camp (all volunteered for like, they havnt jus shoved a load of stuff on me in my first year lol :P)so, my roles are:
1, in the band (awesome!)
2, helping decorate the Holy Space (sweet!)
3, leading a seminar for pathfinders in either creative writing/poetry or oragami (cool!)
4, first aider (providing i can find a cheap (if not free) training course & pass before camp starts)
i really can't wait for camp, im so excited about it all & the theme is so AWESOME!!!! ^^

well, at least i was last night, i seem to have kinda crashed this morning & gone into a weird numb, dreamlike state, kinda like saturday morning. shall i recount how my weekend has been in terms of moods.
friday night i had a disco with my rangers for our girlguiding division to raise moeny for our trip to india next year so i was happy & excited & spent most of my time painting young girls faces to look like tigers, puppies & butterflies then i got home, was happy for a while then things went a bit off & i got really depressed & cried a lot (as much detail as im going in to, the less said about friday the better) then saturday morning was a follow on from the previous night & i spent the majority of the car journey to sutton feeling kinda numb & being rather quiet, when i arrived in sutton tho i cheered up quite a bit & by the time i went to bed i was pretty happy (aside from when i was crying cos at the point i was very upset & angry), sunday morning found me pretty much as happy as the previous night & by the time i got home i was so excited & wired you could have powered a box load of christmas tree lights off me xD

this morning however i woke up in a very pissed off mood, got excited when i saw the staging for the final show at school then regressed back to saturday mornings numb state :/ fun fun lol

anyways, enuf of my inane babble, ima pooft & let y'all get on wif ur lives, talk later, hopefully when im less like an emotional fucking yo-yo

ciao xxx <3

Wednesday, 23 March 2011

a level below rock bottom

finally you tell me the truth, when so many others have lied to me, made me believe i'm worth something,when the reality is i am unwanted & unloved, truly worthless, thank you for having the courage to show me the truth so many others wouldn't

Friday, 11 March 2011

an emotional nose-dive in the flight of my life

hey guys

hows y'all doing? good? good, im glad someone is. myself? oh im just fine & friggin dandy at the moment, my life is a veritable smorgasbord of greatness...i'm bein sarcastic here btw, jus in case you hadn't realised. why you ask? oh no reason, apart from the fact that my school is getting right on my last ruddy nerve, my family are still arguing like mad almost 24/7, i'm getting the feeling that God is testing me & my faith & im worrying just a little bit that i will fail said 'test' which is bad news since im trying to be an assistant leader for camp this year (yes, i'm going back to camp, just in case i forgot to let y'all know). you're confused, i can tell, i'll start from the top

right, well according to the head of maths at my school i wasn't doing well enough in the higher tier class & thus i have been bumped down a peg to be in his oh-so wonderous collection of students...alone...with none of my friends...exactly like in science (which i will come to shortly). to add insult to freaking injury the work is so fuckin simple that it's like they'r insultin my intelligence, im not thick, i jus don't understand math they way the teachers explain it cos they go too fast, i was fine in the higher tier class when i was sat next to my friend but then people started shifting seats with each other cos they dint like the seating plan & my understanding of math dropped a bit, so now i'v been labelled thick & shoved down a class.

now to science, the people in my class are total gits...well...mainly just the boys tbh (not bein sexist there btw, i have nothing against the male population in general, just a certain few in my year who are complete dicks). let me give you an example of the irritation i have to put up with. say we are doing an experiment in class, the exothermic reaction you get when mixing iron filings with copper(II) sulphate, we will be instructed to use a specific measurement of copper sulphate solution (i will be working on my own on this of cors, i never get asked into a work group). I will try to measure out the correct amount as accurately as possible so as not to waste much of the resources if i knock the beaker (rather likely for me) it doesnt take long to do this but i will still have someone complain that i'll be there forever, then when i return to my desk & have the correct amount of iron filings someone will walk past & dump a load more onto the paper sheet, totally setting me back on time, (not to mention the numerous cases of having my equipment & experiment components taken from my desk cos they cant be arsed to get there own, oh wait, i just mentioned it...lol). & most recently they faked a detention letter from the teacher saying i had a detention on monday night which caused me to panic for most of the lesson, thanks guys, i love you too -.-

anywhoo, moving on from my 'lovely' school life, my family hardly ever stop arguing...still & lately, what with everything else piling up (everything else being, GCSE Exams, Fund Raising for camp/india, dealing with the stuff my school 'mates' are dishing out etc...) it's a bit anoying having to listen to it all...& occasionally get dragged into it. the biggest issue with my family is that none of them have any grounded or even half decent religious views (well, apart from mum who's main reference to God is that he is an idiot who picks on her & kills off good people :[ ) which means that if i'm goin thru a really rough time & my faith starts to waver just slightly i cant go to my family to help me keep grounded, which isnt the greatest. hence the 'is God testing me?' theory :/

anywhoo, ur probably majorly bored of this ranting now, im almost certain this is the longest blog i'v posted to you guys so far, i will conclude with this though, love is amazing if you can find it in a reciprocal however, it is a total bitch if it's only one way, end of 'sermon' :/

ciao dudes, thanks for puttin up with my babbling
xxx <3

Sunday, 27 February 2011

& then there were 3...

hey guys

bit of a sad post today im afraid, we have suffered another loss, in the form of our loving, fluffy, mad-as-hell tom cat Timmy :( he was sadly knocked over on the main road round the back of our street. mum says we're burying him tomorrow

heres a couple of pictures of our daft as a brush pussycat




y'know the worst part of this though, it's just too soon after having to deal with the loss of my darling bunny starksy, not even 3 weeks have passed since i had to bury him & now we must dig another hole to accomodate our poor timmy, not even 2 years old yet, would have been his birthday next month :(

anyway, thats all i have to say
ciao peeps
R.I.P. timmy :`( xxx

Wednesday, 23 February 2011

16 AT LAST!!!

hey guys

how y'all doing? good? glad to hear it. me? oh im ok...acshuly no, lets change that to totally amazingly awesomely GREAT!!! today is the 23rd of february 2011, exactly 16 years since yours truly took my first breath on this planet. are you not simply overwhelmed with thankfulness, knowing that had that event NOT occurred then you would not have the wondrous apparition of my good self to deliver these brilliant blogs & allow you to envy my amazing life....HAHAHAHAAAA!!!!! yeh, right, where the hell did all tht drivel come from xD

seriously tho, 2day has been a pretty cool birthday, 16 was always gonna be a good one but it was better than i expected it to be if im honest. went to see that 'i am number four' film...i must be honest here, the film is good but the book was definitely better. im goin to have t re-read it though now lol.

my current reading material of the now however is Michael McIntyre's autobiography 'life & laughing'. it is good so far tho i havnt read very far in due to distractions of kittens climbing curtains, various people texting me & various other things.

i shall leave you now for i am weary from my amazing day, oh how amazing it was truly, i am one very happy 16 year old ^^

ciao peeps! xxx

Thursday, 10 February 2011

unfortunate loss :`(

hey ppl

what ought to be a rather happy blog-month for me has rather become not so happy. im gonna be 16 in two weeks which should be a reason to celebrate however, my baby boy Starsky died yesterday so im not feeling like celebrating just now really :`(

(just to clear up any misconceptions, Starsky was my rabbit...though if you really read my blogs & pay attention you should know that cos im sure i'v mentioned him before)

here's some pics of my gorgeous, recently deceased baby



i'm gonna miss him a lot, he was only 3, almost 4 i think :(

anywhoo, so yes, i'm gonna be 16 in 2 weeks, awesomeness, dunno what i'm doing for my birthday though yet. i'm not allowed a tattoo according to my parents & it would cost too much to get my CBT (compulsory basic training) so i can drive a moped :/ im sure i'll figure something out though, maybes hang out with my mom during the day then go bowling with some friends at the night, then the next day is my friends birthday so ima be out with her that night, fun :)

think i'v blogged to you guys enough for now tho, ima pooft now, catch y'all on the flip side
ciao peeps! xxx

R.I.P. to a very special bunny, love you baby! :`(

Sunday, 9 January 2011

Happy New Year people!

hey guys

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! well well well, 2011 already, who would have thunk it, 2010 seemed barely begun & now it's been & done...LOL i ryhmed xD yup guys, im still as corny, stupid & odd as last year...with a difference, IM GONNA BE 16 NEXT MONTH!!! ^^ WOOHOOO!!! yes, i see a great change coming now, 2011 is the turning point of my life i think, its gonna be a good year, 1 of many yet to come lol

so, hows my best bloggers & blogettes doing then? having a good year so far? any big plans looming up in the near-ish future? well, whatever you do with this fabulous year make it count, make it EXCELLENT!! ;)

ima gonna pooft now, catch y'all later peeps
ciao xxxx <3