heya guys
yeah, i know, i posted last week, OMG, is she finally getting into a routine? are we finally getting regular updates of her amazing life? the answer to this is...NOPE lol besides, my life is hardly amazing though im quite enjoying it right now. first things first, i DID make it up with my amazing friends & the damage done last friday seems to have been, well rather than sounding cocky & saying completely fixed i'll opt for, patched up for now lol which is good cos as you all know it upset me a lot & had me rather worried about going to prom (i'll get to that in a minute).
secondly, i have a rather cool new school timetable since the record of achievement assembly last tuesday, here is my week summed up for you all:
Monday: Science, Maths, free, free, free
Tuesday: Science, Maths, English, Free
Wednesday: Free, Free, Free, Enlglish, Maths
Thursday: (singin lesson) English, Science, Free, Free, Maths
Friday: Free, Free, Free, English, Science
(please note most of these free periods i now have will be spent at HOME! ;D & the singing lesson only happens if i remember to get in school for 8:30 lol )
is that not a wonderous looking timetable, i only have 12 set hours each week now (with assorted exams dotted here & there of course)
now, finally, the prom, as cynical & ominous as i was about it, i have to admit it was rather good & i did have a pretty good night with my friends, the only bad parts were that i didn't get any photos with Amelia & jess & some total prat decided to tell my friend Georgia she looked like a tramp which she definitely did not because they all looked bloody amazing & if i find out who it was i'll damn well kill him, stupid git -.- but overall, it was a rather good night & for all my complaining & uncertainty i am pretty glad i went. & i shall say it again just because i want to, my friends all looked AMAZING! nice one girls, love you all ;D
now, ima go off & let y'all get on with your own lives now lol
ciao peeps xxx <3
Sunday, 22 May 2011
Saturday, 14 May 2011
oh the joys....NOT
hey guys
worst day ever yesterday, how befitting it was dated Friday 13th yeah? :/ it appears i have alienated almost all of my closest friends. it was all my fault of course, i had a massive row with two of my best friends ever in school which has caused them to be mad at me & the other girl feels she's the cause of the argument & so is probably going to be ignoring me now to let me stay friends & hang out with the girls that are mad at me, which is totally pointless really, though they'r all better off without me tbh.
to make matters worse though its prom next friday, one of the girls that is mad at me was supposed to be coming over to sort my hair & makeup out for me before we went up to the other girls house to get in the car to get there...well, i'm guessing she won't be coming over anymore & it looks like im gonna have to find another way of getting there to avoid awkwardness, i'd rather not inflict myself on them. i'll have to do this on the sly though so my parents don't know...that is if i can acshuly go to prom cos im not sure i got the consent form in in time so i might not get my invite.
the rest of my day i'd rather not discuss if i'm honest, its too depressing for me & i'm already contemplating different methods of suicide just now at the thought of having to possibly go to prom alone, with no date & no friends, looking like a sad pathetic little loser of a loner, too shit-ugly & rubbish to get a date for prom & such a bitch all her friends have ditched her. do i not sound wonderful people...NOT!
if you can't tell i really hate my life right now...in fact i really hate myself right now too cos all i seem to do lately is just f*** my life up more & more.
well thats enough sad babbling from me, see, i'm inflicting myself upon you all now, sorry :( ciao, maybe even forever, i dunno
worst day ever yesterday, how befitting it was dated Friday 13th yeah? :/ it appears i have alienated almost all of my closest friends. it was all my fault of course, i had a massive row with two of my best friends ever in school which has caused them to be mad at me & the other girl feels she's the cause of the argument & so is probably going to be ignoring me now to let me stay friends & hang out with the girls that are mad at me, which is totally pointless really, though they'r all better off without me tbh.
to make matters worse though its prom next friday, one of the girls that is mad at me was supposed to be coming over to sort my hair & makeup out for me before we went up to the other girls house to get in the car to get there...well, i'm guessing she won't be coming over anymore & it looks like im gonna have to find another way of getting there to avoid awkwardness, i'd rather not inflict myself on them. i'll have to do this on the sly though so my parents don't know...that is if i can acshuly go to prom cos im not sure i got the consent form in in time so i might not get my invite.
the rest of my day i'd rather not discuss if i'm honest, its too depressing for me & i'm already contemplating different methods of suicide just now at the thought of having to possibly go to prom alone, with no date & no friends, looking like a sad pathetic little loser of a loner, too shit-ugly & rubbish to get a date for prom & such a bitch all her friends have ditched her. do i not sound wonderful people...NOT!
if you can't tell i really hate my life right now...in fact i really hate myself right now too cos all i seem to do lately is just f*** my life up more & more.
well thats enough sad babbling from me, see, i'm inflicting myself upon you all now, sorry :( ciao, maybe even forever, i dunno
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