i know, its been ages since ya last heard from me, i just couldn't be arsed to post anythin, plus i've been kinda busy being incredibly confused & things going a bit haywire lol yet again
first of all, following my last, very short, blog if you'll recall last ya heard of me i'd just been dumped by pip, the day after i got back together with colin but realised it was a bad idea, far too soon, i got really depressed about it all & broke down crying & had to call someone to talk me out of ODing :/ i wasn't in a good place but hey, at least im still here.
i've had my hair cut since i last blogged to ya, short ^^ its quite nice acshuly, here, see for yaself
anywhoos, in other news, mindy had more kittens, 5 of the little fluffballs about 4 weeks ago now & almost as awesome, the night she had them i had come home from firestaff club (which i started the night after pip left me) having learned, wait for it...fire EATING! ^^ its so cool, theres all sorts of stuff i can learn by going to this club, its awesome.
now, on a change of subject, things are a bit skew-wiff just now, having decided it was a mistake to get back with colin so soon after pip leaving me i had remained single until jus under 3 weeks ago wen colin called me in the middle of the night & convinced me to give us another chance, so we did, however i realised that although he means a lot to me as a friend & i love him like he was my brother, thats all it is & it just wasnt right me being with him & letting him think otherwise.
things are ok between me & pip just now aswell, i doubt very much we'll get back together as he doesn't get back with his ex's usually but still, things are good, i can hang out with him, have a laugh, flirt, cuddle up to him & stuff like that without it being awkward & he makes me smile, which is good, im hoping to see him this weekend as its his birthday on sunday & i have to give him his present & card.
well i reckon thats enough of my drivel for ya to cope with for now
ciao peeps x
