heya guys
well, a lots been happening since my last blog...the one where i acshuly spoke, not the depressing one with the youtube link in it & nothin else lol
yes, i was really depressed when i put up tht blog but things have changed now, i've had a bit of a rollercoaster sort of deal lately but seem to be settled in a quite happy stage now...though its way too damn hot just now, i find myself close to melting half the time, thank God im hopefully goin to the beach with jess on wednesday, a glorious day of sun, sand & a wonderfully cooling sea to swim in. cant wait, i really hope the weather stays nice.
i went to rainbow day last saturday (activity day for rainbows: girl guiding UK)which was amazing. i dint have much to do at first but after a while the girls really started to look to me for help, i even managed to cheer up one girl who was really upset. maybe i wont be such a terrible leader/assistant leader with stuff after all.
camp is looming closer, we've been tossing ideas around for decorating the holy space & i've done my first response training so i can help with first aid on site, i cant wait to get there, im gettin a camp hoodie too, its gonna be purple like my leavers hoodie (cos i'v officially left school now like 2 weeks back) but its gonna have sandiley camp on the front & sexy llama on the back :P
i had a sleepover with my rangers unit which was cool, we had tea, played jenga then watched V for Vendetta & Michael Mcintyres comedy roadshow before going to bed then went home the next morning, it was good fun & i love the group of girls there, they seem to like me too which is good :)
our cat mindy had her kittens on saturday night, 5 of them & i saw 2 being born, it was amazing. theres 2 pure blacks, 2 tabbys & 1 black & white, they'r so damn CUTE & tiny, its just...awwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!! ^^ i'll post pictures wen they get a bit older & i can get some good ones of them :)
also, just quickly, i have met a really cute, really sweet guy, he's incredibly nice to me & seems to like me (tho God only knows why he would want to). he lives quite far away though & it probably wont surprise any of u to hear this but im still in love with my ex. what can i say, he's an amazingly special guy...tho this new guys really amazing too, just in a different way (notice i did NOT say better). nothing could change how i feel for my ex tho...well, not in the forseeable future anyways who knows what fate holds in store for us though y'know
anyway, i'v rambled on enuf so yeah, hav fun & catch y'all later dudes & dudettes
ciao :) xxxx <3
