Leaders Weekend & stuff

hey guys

sorry, i realise my last post was i bit depressing like, if im honest things didn't seem to be improving so much as getting worse by the end of last week but luckily i had a totally amazing weekend away in a wonderful place called sutton coldfield, near birmingham :) it was so amazing.

basically, the point of this weekend was to get to know who was going to be leaders & assistant leaders at the fabulous Sandiley camp, figure out roles for these people during the course of camp, decide on the themes, teams, plots, games etc. the weekend officially started on the friday night but due to other commitments i had to go on the saturday morning instead, i had a brilliant time like, even if i did cry on saturday night, it was just like being at camp in one of the evening meetings y'know (except without being in a tent in the middle of a field of cors lol)

so, we figured out the themes & everything & then some of us stayed up & watched'the boat that rocked' which was awesome. we went to the church service on the sunday morning of cors & it was so good :) i have a bit of stuff to organise like cos i have a possible grand total of 4 roles on camp (all volunteered for like, they havnt jus shoved a load of stuff on me in my first year lol :P)so, my roles are:
1, in the band (awesome!)
2, helping decorate the Holy Space (sweet!)
3, leading a seminar for pathfinders in either creative writing/poetry or oragami (cool!)
4, first aider (providing i can find a cheap (if not free) training course & pass before camp starts)
i really can't wait for camp, im so excited about it all & the theme is so AWESOME!!!! ^^

well, at least i was last night, i seem to have kinda crashed this morning & gone into a weird numb, dreamlike state, kinda like saturday morning. shall i recount how my weekend has been in terms of moods.
friday night i had a disco with my rangers for our girlguiding division to raise moeny for our trip to india next year so i was happy & excited & spent most of my time painting young girls faces to look like tigers, puppies & butterflies then i got home, was happy for a while then things went a bit off & i got really depressed & cried a lot (as much detail as im going in to, the less said about friday the better) then saturday morning was a follow on from the previous night & i spent the majority of the car journey to sutton feeling kinda numb & being rather quiet, when i arrived in sutton tho i cheered up quite a bit & by the time i went to bed i was pretty happy (aside from when i was crying cos at the point i was very upset & angry), sunday morning found me pretty much as happy as the previous night & by the time i got home i was so excited & wired you could have powered a box load of christmas tree lights off me xD

this morning however i woke up in a very pissed off mood, got excited when i saw the staging for the final show at school then regressed back to saturday mornings numb state :/ fun fun lol

anyways, enuf of my inane babble, ima pooft & let y'all get on wif ur lives, talk later, hopefully when im less like an emotional fucking yo-yo

ciao xxx <3